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The Loudest Voice Inside: How Adrian Fought the Fear No One Could See

Acne Keloidalis Nuchae (AKN) is a debilitating skin condition that causes thick, keloid-like bumps to appear on the scalp and neck. Because it’s so visible, people with AKN often suffer both physical discomfort and mental hardship. It can be difficult to reconcile living a normal life with large, heavy lesions literally and psychologically weighing you down.

The large AKN mass on the back of Adrian’s scalp caused him to isolate himself from others. His inner voice told him he wasn’t worth anything in life.
The large AKN mass on the back of Adrian’s scalp caused him to isolate himself from others. His inner voice told him he wasn’t worth anything in life.

Adrian’s Critical Inner Voice

This is how Adrian had felt during the eight years he had lived with the AKN mass on the back of his head. He was paranoid that people would think he was disgusting or contagious, but most of these negative thoughts were all in his head. “The people I did interact with were pretty nice about the whole thing,” he admitted. “They usually ask questions of concern or general interest. Most of the negative feelings were from myself, if anything.”

Adrian and Dr. Sanusi Umar discuss his negative feelings about his Acne Keloidalis Nuchae (AKN) lesion on The Baldcast. They’ve realized that Adrian’s inner voice is where all his negative self-talk comes from.
Adrian and Dr. Sanusi Umar discuss his negative feelings about his Acne Keloidalis Nuchae (AKN) lesion on The Baldcast. They’ve realized that Adrian’s inner voice is where all his negative self-talk comes from. 

Projecting Negativity Onto Others

The real burden of AKN wasn’t just the lesion, it was Adrian’s inner voice. It told him he was a freak, that people were staring, that he didn’t belong. Even when friends reached out or coworkers showed concern, the shame ran so deep that he couldn’t let their kindness in. He had built a wall, not from their judgment, but from his own. And slowly, that wall started cutting him off from the people who cared most. He realized that he couldn’t live like this any longer, and he began to take the first step to getting help by seeking professionals who could aid in his skin condition.

Watch Adrian’s Story

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Take the Next Step

If you or someone you know is struggling with Acne Keloidalis Nuchae (AKN), don’t wait. Early intervention and expert care can change lives.

Fill out our free online consultation form to have your case personally reviewed by Dr. Sanusi Umar.

Individual results may vary. This story reflects one patient’s personal experience with Acne Keloidalis Nuchae (AKN) and treatment with Dr. Umar. Consult with a qualified physician for personalized advice.

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